June 15, 2011
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Wow, it has been one month to the day since I wrote on Xanga and I’ve realized that all my Xanga friends but Queenie and Orlando have faded away. I guess that means that if I want people to read what I write that I need to write steadily and create new subscriptions. I can do that. I don’t know that I will but I certainly can perform that function.
My saga with trigeminal neuralgia continues and I am in a holding pattern. The drugs are being 80% effective so my pain is in the lower quadrant on the pain scale and it is about three weeks until I go back to the neurologist in St. Louis for a referral for cyber knife surgery. I am looking forward to that with great anticipation and also the opportunity to once more have a leisurely supper at the drunken noodle in the Westport area of St. Louis. Lover and I ate there on our last trip and thought it was fantastic. I can and will maintain for three more weeks and can let you know what the results were.
I can remember a workshop many years ago where the facilitator gave us a numerology reading based upon our names. My number was seven which is a walker between worlds and I don’t know why but that has always made sense to me because I certainly don’t care for the aggressive competitiveness and lust for riches of this world and I certainly cannot remember my last reincarnation which I assume was in another world. Why someone would choose to be incarnated as a walker between worlds is beyond my comprehension because a reincarnation involves re-carnate amnesia which simply means I don’t remember why I’m here and assume my journey is to find out, which I’m not having a lot of luck with and it will probably become crystal clear when I make my transition but for now it is a puzzle.
I have an appointment in 15 min. so I best be on my way.
Keep the faith
David
Comments (4)
Hi David, I certainly get your wondering why, but I often think that when we find out our work here may be done. Being in constant pain must be very wearing but you and another xanga friend here, endure more physical hard ship than many with positive feed back to others. There is something wonderful about you and your wisdom. And so inspiring to me. I think all that challenge is the velvateen rabbit test not many of us get. But we are touched and more helpful because of it. More real in this world than the greed and competition around us. xxoo Much love to you and your family. I am sorry I do not catch your posts, but you always in my thoughts.
It is amazing isn’t it. Queenie and I are friends from high school and live on opposite of the country. Amazing.
I had no idea you had the same thing I was just diagnosed with.
@Orlando - I have it and have sent you feedback peace brother
I am still out here David, but I only get to Xanga every few weeks. It is fun to go back and read previous blogs and see how my writing and other things have evolved.
semper paz,
sus amigo,
Mark
Delta Cyber School
Anchorage Alaska